I have had some time off from some of my responsibilities lately. Some of the meetings, women’s groups that I am in, I had stepped away from for a break. Some time out to get physically, mentally, and spiritually refreshed. We do need to be kind to ourselves at times and take that time out. I was “doing” so much and felt tired by everything. It appeared to be all chores and I was depleted. I had nothing left to give because I was not filling myself up from God. I had been starving myself, trying to run the marathon with no nourishment. I was not spending enough time in…

Every day we are enticed by mail, brochures, social media ads, ads on tv to buy the latest …., keep up with what most people are doing…., to have more…., to think of you…. make yourself happy…  get that younger you…. Oh, happy for how long? Till the next thing is bought, got, attained? Often reflecting upon myself and my thoughts – because you can really only do something about yourself – I often decide to not look at social media for a time, not to buy anything online, and I ask myself, “do I need that?” If I cannot use self- restraint (a gift from the Holy Spirit) will…

After a very restless night I woke to the alarm, remembering that I was babysitting all day. For most of the day it was a four-year-old then pick up three more children from school till either mum or dad arrived around 5pm. The little one first had breakfast (maybe a second one) and then helped me put on a few loads of washing. Then we drove to the shops to buy food for the weekend for an event the Ministry was putting on. We stopped and bought a hotdog and drink, taking our time sitting at a bench. Abigail was enjoying her hotdog and chatting away to me about stuff.…

One of the youngest grandchildren had a school disco coming up – the theme was the Olympics. One afternoon she came to her mum to remind her about it and said, “Don’t forget this Friday afternoon there is the school disco on. We need to go as an Olympian.” Then she added, “but I don’t want to go as a paralympian, missing an arm or leg.” She said this innocently, not being mean or discriminatory, for she spoke only a few days ago about her 17-year-old cousin, Hannah who is a special needs child, that she could be competing in the Paralympics. Hannah is very special in our family. She,…

Sometimes you get to a point where you feel like you have been “burning a candle at both ends” as the saying goes.  I feel physically tired, but I can’t recall doing anything out of the ordinary. Maybe I’m low in some vitamins and minerals? I know I’m a bit sleep deprived and if you are not getting enough sleep, you lack energy during the day. I am trying to cope with chronic pain which I know affects my muscles, so maybe my energy levels too? I have been trying to exercise but maybe overdoing it? Every time someone asks me how I’m going I respond lately with a shrug…